I am alive.
Within the next 24 hours my entire world will be once again flipped upside down. And yet...I'm looking forward to it just like any other day. I will greet the morning with a smile and a remembrance. I'm not quite sure how to handle 365 days a year. Every new years I wonder what will happen. This past one was absolutely no different. Little did I know that something was about to change my existence forever. Fate has a funny way of bringing people and things and activities and memories together like nobody's business. If there was a professional team for random wonderful happenings....I would most definitely want fate to choose me first. Guess what....this time he did. He wanted me on board and I hopped on. So I'm still not sure what happens in 365 days....but I know that in just about 35 of them...I was floating on a cloud higher than anyone else.
Perfection does not exist. I have never been a firm believer in anything being perfect. If something is flawless...it is boring and holds no meaning. Flaws determine strength, perseverance, and best of all, hope. I have found something with so many flaws...that I am actually now a firm believer in the ever so slighted phrase of "perfection". It isn't about believing in something perfect, it's definitely about believing in an imperfection perfectly.
The beauty of all this is...I am not writing for the reader...I write for myself and the reader follows the letters that make up the words that make up the ideas that turn into a belief - or a disbelief if we were to go with the latter. This relates because I am not doing this for the fate that I have bumped into. I am doing this for myself...and fate showed up. Fate turned into happenings which turned into feelings which turned into a belief. A belief that I am now able to feel what it feels like to have the wind beside me. No longer am I chasing the wind in front of me, and no longer is a wind at my back. I am able to walk side by side with my head held high and my heart acting as a shower;slow and steady drops to feel a full effect.
Roughly 35 days have gone by. Roughly 35 days have gone by and I am not changed. I am different. There is a difference. I have been given reason to look at the world much differently which makes me thankful for a new outlook on the everyday happenings that should and should not occur. I have gained more than I have lost. In my book...my very large novel...that's all that matters. In this game no one loses. In my game I am the winner. In our game there is a time out.
Water crystals fall from my face as I try and hold it together. For the tears are smiling. I am the unluckiest girl on the face of the planet. I am the luckiest girl on the face of the planet. I trek on with nothing but the clothes on my back and the pictures my eyelids will reveal to me as I close them every once in a while to get just a little bit closer to the time when the world will move in a direction that I want to travel again with open arms. I am fierce. I am strong. I am thankful.
"Let it be..."
Friday, June 27, 2008
Sunday, June 15, 2008
131. Mike's Day.
Yes! All about my dad. Hes a cool dude. So for this cool dude's day we decided to follow him around. He told us to go out and do something........we decided to do stuff like this...
Happy Father's Day Dad. =]
Happy Father's Day Dad. =]
Saturday, June 14, 2008
130. Fiyahh.
Think about a certain... certain somebody
That perfect somebody sexy purple body
She got service road curves and highway eyes
The road to her soul, just follow the road signs
And holla if you hear me I love it when she near me
I hate when she away and satan see the day
That hell free me for I let her go
And let one of you others get her no no no
You don't know how to treat her
You don't know that I need her
Hey... do you know that I need ya
Cuz baby right now
I'm feelin like the whole world is against me
Fiyahh.
That perfect somebody sexy purple body
She got service road curves and highway eyes
The road to her soul, just follow the road signs
And holla if you hear me I love it when she near me
I hate when she away and satan see the day
That hell free me for I let her go
And let one of you others get her no no no
You don't know how to treat her
You don't know that I need her
Hey... do you know that I need ya
Cuz baby right now
I'm feelin like the whole world is against me
Fiyahh.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
128. Thought I went away from this huh?
Carter III came out today. Buuuuut thanks to my favorite man on earth I have had that cd since 2 weeks ago. Thank you VL.
Playlist:
1. Hero - Nas ft Keri Hilson.
2. Handlebars - Flobots.
3. Someday - Flipsyde.
4. Black President - Nas.
5. Doctor Doctor - Frankie J.
6. Surveillance - Wynter Gordon.
7. Superbad - Sophia Fresh ft Tpain.
8. Super Human - Chris Brown ft Keri Hilson.
9. Mr. Carter - Lil Wayne ft Jay Z.
I wrote something. I will put it up later possssibly.
Playlist:
1. Hero - Nas ft Keri Hilson.
2. Handlebars - Flobots.
3. Someday - Flipsyde.
4. Black President - Nas.
5. Doctor Doctor - Frankie J.
6. Surveillance - Wynter Gordon.
7. Superbad - Sophia Fresh ft Tpain.
8. Super Human - Chris Brown ft Keri Hilson.
9. Mr. Carter - Lil Wayne ft Jay Z.
I wrote something. I will put it up later possssibly.
Monday, June 9, 2008
127. The best and worst.
Life moves in unexpected ways. Ive learned that faith is taking the first step even when you cannot see the full staircase. I am putting my faith into my life more than ever at this point I do believe.
I wasnt sure it was possible for me to be feeling like this. I never imagined this happening so quickly. I'm...not complaining.
Today darcie gave me good advice. She said..."Ashley...youre getting a degree aren't you? Its the same piece of paper everyone else gets after four years. I tend to look at schools like shopping (this is why i adore her). You can either buy a shirt from Abercrombie...or you can buy the same shirt at TJmaxx. Its the same shirt...going on your body...except the one from TJmaxx was a little easier to afford and manage. Not everyone can be Abercrombie...but anyone can get that shirt."
So incredibly true. In two more years I will have my bachelors degree in communications with an emphasis on interpersonal relations. After that I plan on getting my masters and move on to bigger and better things. With my slip of paper...I am on equal playing grounds. No matter who I am...where I came from...or where I'm going...I'm me. I will show the world that the school I went to is a slight reflection of where I was...but the knowledge learned in the process is where I AM. I will rise up and move forward. No one is going to hold me back.
Sitting on black pavement wondering what your eyes will tell me next. I sit indian style while you converse with your own mind. Insightfullness bursts from our lips and we are again powerful holding vulnerability by its throat. Thank you for listening to me, thank you for believing in me, thank you...for sticking around.
Claim the day.
Treck on, Girl Wonder.
I wasnt sure it was possible for me to be feeling like this. I never imagined this happening so quickly. I'm...not complaining.
Today darcie gave me good advice. She said..."Ashley...youre getting a degree aren't you? Its the same piece of paper everyone else gets after four years. I tend to look at schools like shopping (this is why i adore her). You can either buy a shirt from Abercrombie...or you can buy the same shirt at TJmaxx. Its the same shirt...going on your body...except the one from TJmaxx was a little easier to afford and manage. Not everyone can be Abercrombie...but anyone can get that shirt."
So incredibly true. In two more years I will have my bachelors degree in communications with an emphasis on interpersonal relations. After that I plan on getting my masters and move on to bigger and better things. With my slip of paper...I am on equal playing grounds. No matter who I am...where I came from...or where I'm going...I'm me. I will show the world that the school I went to is a slight reflection of where I was...but the knowledge learned in the process is where I AM. I will rise up and move forward. No one is going to hold me back.
Sitting on black pavement wondering what your eyes will tell me next. I sit indian style while you converse with your own mind. Insightfullness bursts from our lips and we are again powerful holding vulnerability by its throat. Thank you for listening to me, thank you for believing in me, thank you...for sticking around.
Claim the day.
Treck on, Girl Wonder.
Thursday, June 5, 2008
126. Cloud 10.
Catch me if you can.
People seem to be obsessed with these things. I remember when I used to do these haha.
-Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
not in the slightest.
-Do you currently have a hickey?
taaacky, breh.
-Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
darcie.
-What was the last thing someone said to you?
paaapcorn. just like that.
-What was your worst subject in school?
now and forever more...math.
-What is the best eye color on a member of the opposite sex?
that doesnt matter much.
-What's your favorite number?
six lives on.
-What was the last show you watched?
so you think you can dance..dance...dance.
-Are you a good speller?
grammar freak.
-When is the last time you took a nap?
thats funny...today...few hours ago.
-Have you ever taken anyone/anything for granted?
i have.
-Have you ever been on a roller coaster?
yes yes.
-What are you disappointed with right now?
registration. round two. 5 days and counting.
-Would you date someone taller then you?
that happens often.
-When was the last time something bothered you?
it has been a while.
-What's the most interesting thing that happened to you today?
learned about a new band..
-What is your current mood?
excited. happy.
-Have you ever broken someones heart?
oh you betcha.
-Do you like cuddling?
depends on the person.
-What are you doing tonight?
being with tayyyylor.
-What does your myspace name mean?
girl wonder...welp...girl wonder.
-How late did you stay up last night and why?
two. because im a night owl.
-What was the first thing you thought when you got up?
good day...
-Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
thats interesting.
-What were you doing this morning at 7am?
showering.
-What was the reason you last cried?
ehhhhhh.
-Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
i have.
-What are you listening to?
flipsyde.
-What does the fifth msg in your inbox say?
"alrighty, miss you."
-Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
britt.
-Is there anything that you are craving right now?
hot cheetos helurrr.
-When did your last hug take place?
hmm this morning.
kbyeeee.
People seem to be obsessed with these things. I remember when I used to do these haha.
-Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
not in the slightest.
-Do you currently have a hickey?
taaacky, breh.
-Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
darcie.
-What was the last thing someone said to you?
paaapcorn. just like that.
-What was your worst subject in school?
now and forever more...math.
-What is the best eye color on a member of the opposite sex?
that doesnt matter much.
-What's your favorite number?
six lives on.
-What was the last show you watched?
so you think you can dance..dance...dance.
-Are you a good speller?
grammar freak.
-When is the last time you took a nap?
thats funny...today...few hours ago.
-Have you ever taken anyone/anything for granted?
i have.
-Have you ever been on a roller coaster?
yes yes.
-What are you disappointed with right now?
registration. round two. 5 days and counting.
-Would you date someone taller then you?
that happens often.
-When was the last time something bothered you?
it has been a while.
-What's the most interesting thing that happened to you today?
learned about a new band..
-What is your current mood?
excited. happy.
-Have you ever broken someones heart?
oh you betcha.
-Do you like cuddling?
depends on the person.
-What are you doing tonight?
being with tayyyylor.
-What does your myspace name mean?
girl wonder...welp...girl wonder.
-How late did you stay up last night and why?
two. because im a night owl.
-What was the first thing you thought when you got up?
good day...
-Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
thats interesting.
-What were you doing this morning at 7am?
showering.
-What was the reason you last cried?
ehhhhhh.
-Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
i have.
-What are you listening to?
flipsyde.
-What does the fifth msg in your inbox say?
"alrighty, miss you."
-Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
britt.
-Is there anything that you are craving right now?
hot cheetos helurrr.
-When did your last hug take place?
hmm this morning.
kbyeeee.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
125. Sleep talk.
So as I wait to hear from my advisor at CSUEB I will write. I'm frustrated with not getting my classes that I need but hey...thats life. I did not work hard for two years to get BS classes as a junior; however. Things will work out. This bro needs to contact me back.
I was sleeping last night and two little chipmunks decided 1 AM would be the perfect time for an AIM pow wow over tattoos that we are NOT getting. 3 different rooms, 3 different convos. Who knows what those two were talking about to eachother. I only have what I was trying to convey with each of them seperately. I was half asleep so when I read these this morning it was interesting to see what I had said.
Kaitlynn and I:
----------------------- 1:08 am -----------------------
dance4mee3: tay is dyin for a tattoo
asoulfoolwonder: So I hear.....at 1 in the morning. How convenient
dance4mee3: hahaha
dance4mee3: yea
dance4mee3: seriously
asoulfoolwonder: I wake up in 5 hours I need sleep
dance4mee3: haha go to bed then
dance4mee3: we will have a pow wow tomorrow about it
asoulfoolwonder: Yeah apparently. Sheesh I have lots to do tomorrow
dance4mee3: with help....you will be stress free
dance4mee3: my help cures all
asoulfoolwonder: =] gratzi
asoulfoolwonder: Hahaha taylor just threatened to aim me 10000 times if
I go to sleep
dance4mee3: hahhaha
dance4mee3: woooooow
asoulfoolwonder: Then she said "you want gummy bear eaaaar?"
asoulfoolwonder: Haahahhahaahahhahahahahahahahahaha
asoulfoolwonder: Omg
dance4mee3: i say we all put the tattoo on the arch of our foot
asoulfoolwonder: I'm funny as hell with that one
dance4mee3: signifying we walk through our beautiful life together
asoulfoolwonder: Exactly. It can say...bella vida
asoulfoolwonder: Beautiful life
dance4mee3: perfect
dance4mee3: love it
dance4mee3: k now go to bed
asoulfoolwonder: Okay good
asoulfoolwonder: Goodnight gummy bear ear. Watch out. It can come at any
time
dance4mee3: hahahaha
dance4mee3: riiiight
dance4mee3: you better not
asoulfoolwonder: Don't believe me?
dance4mee3: swear to god kemo
dance4mee3: swear to god
asoulfoolwonder: Swear to god kemo, you better get her something healthy
like mcdonalds
asoulfoolwonder: Swear to god
dance4mee3: hahahahahha
asoulfoolwonder: =] niiiiiiight ostrich
dance4mee3: and life in italian is vita...isnt it?
asoulfoolwonder: Who knows
asoulfoolwonder: Check da check it ouut
dance4mee3: i just looked it up
dance4mee3: haha
dance4mee3: bella vita
asoulfoolwonder: Great
asoulfoolwonder: Niight
dance4mee3: owooow
dance4mee3: she wants to go to A street
dance4mee3: like tomorrow
dance4mee3: to get it
dance4mee3: woooow
asoulfoolwonder: Lol she can't get it
dance4mee3: she is a fool
asoulfoolwonder: She's 16
----------------------- 1:18 am -----------------------
dance4mee3: hahaha
dance4mee3: i know
asoulfoolwonder: A street
asoulfoolwonder: Real positive
dance4mee3: pin point tattooos
dance4mee3: so safe
dance4mee3: so legit
asoulfoolwonder: Lol yessss
dance4mee3: haha
asoulfoolwonder: Okay. I don't care. Ill deal with her tomorrow
asoulfoolwonder: Bed
dance4mee3: k night chicken
asoulfoolwonder: Night sea sponge
dance4mee3: hahahahahhahahahaha
dance4mee3: hahaha
dance4mee3: woooow
asoulfoolwonder: =]
dance4mee3: haha
dance4mee3: can you hear me laughing?
dance4mee3: cuz i am
asoulfoolwonder: Hahahhahahah
dance4mee3: loudly
asoulfoolwonder: Good
asoulfoolwonder: =] night
dance4mee3: night glow worm
asoulfoolwonder: glow little glow worm glimmer glimmer.
dance4mee3: okay raffie
Taylor and I:
---------------------- 12:57 am ----------------------
ay tay tayy: wake up
asoulfoolwonder: What
ay tay tayy: wake up
ay tay tayy: wake up
asoulfoolwonder: Lol whaaat
asoulfoolwonder: ?
ay tay tayy: sister pow wow time
ay tay tayy: wake up
ay tay tayy: wake up wake up
ay tay tayy: wake up
ay tay tayy: this is not a test, i repeat this is not a test
ay tay tayy: yayy!
ay tay tayy: soooo
ay tay tayy: me & kait
ay tay tayy: decided
ay tay tayy: us 3 are gitting a sister tattoo
asoulfoolwonder: Uhh
ay tay tayy: there is nothing confusing about that why are you question
marking me?
asoulfoolwonder: Its 1 AM. We should have a pow wow.......when the
numbers say PM after it.
ay tay tayy: nooo not possible because my italian translator is awake
right now
asoulfoolwonder: Wtf
ay tay tayy: he's hard to reach in the PMs
asoulfoolwonder: Who
ay tay tayy: haha, that's not important.
ay tay tayy: sorelle per sempre
asoulfoolwonder: What
ay tay tayy: sorelle per sempre
ay tay tayy: you liiiiike?
asoulfoolwonder: I don't know what it means
ay tay tayy: its italian dummay
asoulfoolwonder: Dumb
asoulfoolwonder: Can I sleep
ay tay tayy: forever sisters
ay tay tayy: hay no language
asoulfoolwonder: No way. That's like....inevitable.
ay tay tayy: no
ay tay tayy: its sister pow wow time
ay tay tayy: wtf
ay tay tayy: what are you trying to say
asoulfoolwonder: Of course we are forever sisters
asoulfoolwonder: We are blood
asoulfoolwonder: I don't need a tat saying that
ay tay tayy: speak
ay tay tayy: oh wow
asoulfoolwonder: lol
ay tay tayy: then contribute an idea
ay tay tayy: now
asoulfoolwonder: Sleeeeeeeeep young one
asoulfoolwonder: How about....bone note
asoulfoolwonder: Goodniiiight...
asoulfoolwonder: Lol
ay tay tayy: speak
ay tay tayy: no
asoulfoolwonder: Bella vida. Beautiful life. That's what we live
ay tay tayy: no
ay tay tayy: no
ay tay tayy: rude
ay tay tayy: that's what you want?
asoulfoolwonder: Yes.
ay tay tayy: are you being suurious riiiih now?
ay tay tayy: and you would get that?
asoulfoolwonder: I'm being dilusional. I'm surprised I can spell
dilusional.
ay tay tayy: hahahahahahaaahahahaha
ay tay tayy: we need to get something in italian
ay tay tayy: not an option
----------------------- 1:08 am -----------------------
asoulfoolwonder: Why not spanish. You wouldn't need a translator for
that
ay tay tayy: dummy, are we spanish?
ay tay tayy: no
ay tay tayy: are we italian?
ay tay tayy: yes
ay tay tayy: or we could go the port route
asoulfoolwonder: Haahahhahha
asoulfoolwonder: Shutaaaaaap. And let me snuggle to sleep
ay tay tayy: noooooo
ay tay tayy: this is important
ay tay tayy: way more priority than sleeping
asoulfoolwonder: Omg it will still be improtant tomorrow
asoulfoolwonder: No miss I can sleep in til noon
ay tay tayy: it is tomorrow
asoulfoolwonder: I wake up in 5 hours
ay tay tayy: hahahaha
ay tay tayy: shuuuut it
asoulfoolwonder: I'm leaving
ay tay tayy: wonderful im glad you can tell time
asoulfoolwonder: Taylor. I....am sleeping. Bye.
ay tay tayy: now back to the topic of discussion
ay tay tayy: no
ay tay tayy: no
ay tay tayy: no
ay tay tayy: ill aim you 100+ times
asoulfoolwonder: Don't gosh
ay tay tayy: you want gummy bear eaaaar?!
asoulfoolwonder: Hahahahahahaahahhahahahahahahahhahahahaha
ay tay tayy: thaaas right, i went thuuur
asoulfoolwonder: Stupiiiid
ay tay tayy: don't demean your self confidence like that
ay tay tayy: not healthy
asoulfoolwonder: Omg
asoulfoolwonder: I'm mad
ay tay tayy: welp!
ay tay tayy: get happy lets brainstorm!
asoulfoolwonder: No
ay tay tayy: dude, ill let you sleep if you promise to blog this convo
tomorrow.
ay tay tayy: deal?
asoulfoolwonder: Promise
ay tay tayy: kay night boo!
asoulfoolwonder: Night antelope
Remind me to post the video of me kaitlynn and taylor entitled "gummy bear ear". Its preeeetty much the funniest thing of life.
Okay back to waiting by the phone for my advisor. Ciao.
I was sleeping last night and two little chipmunks decided 1 AM would be the perfect time for an AIM pow wow over tattoos that we are NOT getting. 3 different rooms, 3 different convos. Who knows what those two were talking about to eachother. I only have what I was trying to convey with each of them seperately. I was half asleep so when I read these this morning it was interesting to see what I had said.
Kaitlynn and I:
----------------------- 1:08 am -----------------------
dance4mee3: tay is dyin for a tattoo
asoulfoolwonder: So I hear.....at 1 in the morning. How convenient
dance4mee3: hahaha
dance4mee3: yea
dance4mee3: seriously
asoulfoolwonder: I wake up in 5 hours I need sleep
dance4mee3: haha go to bed then
dance4mee3: we will have a pow wow tomorrow about it
asoulfoolwonder: Yeah apparently. Sheesh I have lots to do tomorrow
dance4mee3: with help....you will be stress free
dance4mee3: my help cures all
asoulfoolwonder: =] gratzi
asoulfoolwonder: Hahaha taylor just threatened to aim me 10000 times if
I go to sleep
dance4mee3: hahhaha
dance4mee3: woooooow
asoulfoolwonder: Then she said "you want gummy bear eaaaar?"
asoulfoolwonder: Haahahhahaahahhahahahahahahahahaha
asoulfoolwonder: Omg
dance4mee3: i say we all put the tattoo on the arch of our foot
asoulfoolwonder: I'm funny as hell with that one
dance4mee3: signifying we walk through our beautiful life together
asoulfoolwonder: Exactly. It can say...bella vida
asoulfoolwonder: Beautiful life
dance4mee3: perfect
dance4mee3: love it
dance4mee3: k now go to bed
asoulfoolwonder: Okay good
asoulfoolwonder: Goodnight gummy bear ear. Watch out. It can come at any
time
dance4mee3: hahahaha
dance4mee3: riiiight
dance4mee3: you better not
asoulfoolwonder: Don't believe me?
dance4mee3: swear to god kemo
dance4mee3: swear to god
asoulfoolwonder: Swear to god kemo, you better get her something healthy
like mcdonalds
asoulfoolwonder: Swear to god
dance4mee3: hahahahahha
asoulfoolwonder: =] niiiiiiight ostrich
dance4mee3: and life in italian is vita...isnt it?
asoulfoolwonder: Who knows
asoulfoolwonder: Check da check it ouut
dance4mee3: i just looked it up
dance4mee3: haha
dance4mee3: bella vita
asoulfoolwonder: Great
asoulfoolwonder: Niight
dance4mee3: owooow
dance4mee3: she wants to go to A street
dance4mee3: like tomorrow
dance4mee3: to get it
dance4mee3: woooow
asoulfoolwonder: Lol she can't get it
dance4mee3: she is a fool
asoulfoolwonder: She's 16
----------------------- 1:18 am -----------------------
dance4mee3: hahaha
dance4mee3: i know
asoulfoolwonder: A street
asoulfoolwonder: Real positive
dance4mee3: pin point tattooos
dance4mee3: so safe
dance4mee3: so legit
asoulfoolwonder: Lol yessss
dance4mee3: haha
asoulfoolwonder: Okay. I don't care. Ill deal with her tomorrow
asoulfoolwonder: Bed
dance4mee3: k night chicken
asoulfoolwonder: Night sea sponge
dance4mee3: hahahahahhahahahaha
dance4mee3: hahaha
dance4mee3: woooow
asoulfoolwonder: =]
dance4mee3: haha
dance4mee3: can you hear me laughing?
dance4mee3: cuz i am
asoulfoolwonder: Hahahhahahah
dance4mee3: loudly
asoulfoolwonder: Good
asoulfoolwonder: =] night
dance4mee3: night glow worm
asoulfoolwonder: glow little glow worm glimmer glimmer.
dance4mee3: okay raffie
Taylor and I:
---------------------- 12:57 am ----------------------
ay tay tayy: wake up
asoulfoolwonder: What
ay tay tayy: wake up
ay tay tayy: wake up
asoulfoolwonder: Lol whaaat
asoulfoolwonder: ?
ay tay tayy: sister pow wow time
ay tay tayy: wake up
ay tay tayy: wake up wake up
ay tay tayy: wake up
ay tay tayy: this is not a test, i repeat this is not a test
ay tay tayy: yayy!
ay tay tayy: soooo
ay tay tayy: me & kait
ay tay tayy: decided
ay tay tayy: us 3 are gitting a sister tattoo
asoulfoolwonder: Uhh
ay tay tayy: there is nothing confusing about that why are you question
marking me?
asoulfoolwonder: Its 1 AM. We should have a pow wow.......when the
numbers say PM after it.
ay tay tayy: nooo not possible because my italian translator is awake
right now
asoulfoolwonder: Wtf
ay tay tayy: he's hard to reach in the PMs
asoulfoolwonder: Who
ay tay tayy: haha, that's not important.
ay tay tayy: sorelle per sempre
asoulfoolwonder: What
ay tay tayy: sorelle per sempre
ay tay tayy: you liiiiike?
asoulfoolwonder: I don't know what it means
ay tay tayy: its italian dummay
asoulfoolwonder: Dumb
asoulfoolwonder: Can I sleep
ay tay tayy: forever sisters
ay tay tayy: hay no language
asoulfoolwonder: No way. That's like....inevitable.
ay tay tayy: no
ay tay tayy: its sister pow wow time
ay tay tayy: wtf
ay tay tayy: what are you trying to say
asoulfoolwonder: Of course we are forever sisters
asoulfoolwonder: We are blood
asoulfoolwonder: I don't need a tat saying that
ay tay tayy: speak
ay tay tayy: oh wow
asoulfoolwonder: lol
ay tay tayy: then contribute an idea
ay tay tayy: now
asoulfoolwonder: Sleeeeeeeeep young one
asoulfoolwonder: How about....bone note
asoulfoolwonder: Goodniiiight...
asoulfoolwonder: Lol
ay tay tayy: speak
ay tay tayy: no
asoulfoolwonder: Bella vida. Beautiful life. That's what we live
ay tay tayy: no
ay tay tayy: no
ay tay tayy: rude
ay tay tayy: that's what you want?
asoulfoolwonder: Yes.
ay tay tayy: are you being suurious riiiih now?
ay tay tayy: and you would get that?
asoulfoolwonder: I'm being dilusional. I'm surprised I can spell
dilusional.
ay tay tayy: hahahahahahaaahahahaha
ay tay tayy: we need to get something in italian
ay tay tayy: not an option
----------------------- 1:08 am -----------------------
asoulfoolwonder: Why not spanish. You wouldn't need a translator for
that
ay tay tayy: dummy, are we spanish?
ay tay tayy: no
ay tay tayy: are we italian?
ay tay tayy: yes
ay tay tayy: or we could go the port route
asoulfoolwonder: Haahahhahha
asoulfoolwonder: Shutaaaaaap. And let me snuggle to sleep
ay tay tayy: noooooo
ay tay tayy: this is important
ay tay tayy: way more priority than sleeping
asoulfoolwonder: Omg it will still be improtant tomorrow
asoulfoolwonder: No miss I can sleep in til noon
ay tay tayy: it is tomorrow
asoulfoolwonder: I wake up in 5 hours
ay tay tayy: hahahaha
ay tay tayy: shuuuut it
asoulfoolwonder: I'm leaving
ay tay tayy: wonderful im glad you can tell time
asoulfoolwonder: Taylor. I....am sleeping. Bye.
ay tay tayy: now back to the topic of discussion
ay tay tayy: no
ay tay tayy: no
ay tay tayy: no
ay tay tayy: ill aim you 100+ times
asoulfoolwonder: Don't gosh
ay tay tayy: you want gummy bear eaaaar?!
asoulfoolwonder: Hahahahahahaahahhahahahahahahahhahahahaha
ay tay tayy: thaaas right, i went thuuur
asoulfoolwonder: Stupiiiid
ay tay tayy: don't demean your self confidence like that
ay tay tayy: not healthy
asoulfoolwonder: Omg
asoulfoolwonder: I'm mad
ay tay tayy: welp!
ay tay tayy: get happy lets brainstorm!
asoulfoolwonder: No
ay tay tayy: dude, ill let you sleep if you promise to blog this convo
tomorrow.
ay tay tayy: deal?
asoulfoolwonder: Promise
ay tay tayy: kay night boo!
asoulfoolwonder: Night antelope
Remind me to post the video of me kaitlynn and taylor entitled "gummy bear ear". Its preeeetty much the funniest thing of life.
Okay back to waiting by the phone for my advisor. Ciao.
Monday, June 2, 2008
124. The American Trinity.
Sex, Speed, and Status.
Thats what I've learned in music class. I believe it to be true. The more everything comes up in American society, the more those three aspects relate to the trinity. Its cool and broken and crazy. Think about it.
Timing sucks. Timing is quite the bearer of bad news. However in this case...its still good news. At least for a few more weeks. And even further...I'm sure of it. I'm glad the feelings back. Its been too long.
passion. passion with everything you do. a picture is worth a thousand words I suppose.
Thats what I've learned in music class. I believe it to be true. The more everything comes up in American society, the more those three aspects relate to the trinity. Its cool and broken and crazy. Think about it.
Timing sucks. Timing is quite the bearer of bad news. However in this case...its still good news. At least for a few more weeks. And even further...I'm sure of it. I'm glad the feelings back. Its been too long.
passion. passion with everything you do. a picture is worth a thousand words I suppose.
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