201. Temptations Twist

Things have been hectic. I wish things would slow down a bit, but in true Girl Wonder fashion they cant..and wont. That's all okay with me. Since I can't slow down...I like to watch things that CAN in fact slow things down. J-Boog is one of my favorite artists and soo many people sleep on this dude it's unreal. So I'm here to get you up to speed on him and wake ya up with what he does. True Island music. One of my favorite songs...he does it justice in his own way.







Have a smooth week everyone. Peace and Blessings.

200. Thank you.

Thank you....for reading. I say it often, but probably not often enough. I figured I needed something big for 200 posts but...thanks seemed to be crawling in my mind. I'm still not sure of everyone that reads this. Ill probably never know that answer. Just know that I do appretiate it, and I notice it. Thanks a billion. Means the world to me.

Ever to excel,
GW

199. Underneath it all.

I guess people start at the beginning. It makes the most sense, you could probably follow this a little easier. Truth is...this has no beginning. The beginning is for me to know. The beginning is for me to hold on to. I should just explain my present to you. I should tell you that every morning when I wake up it's ten times better than when I went to sleep the night before. You can imagine how that is day after day. I should tell you that when someone asks me how my heart is doing I tell them it's "lifted"...nothing more...nothing less. I should tell you that I've never been at a loss for words, and now I dream of writing and I dream of words and I go to put them down on paper and nothing that I write is a good enough description for anything that I'm feeling. It falls short...every time. I should tell you that it doesn't really matter because I feel that. For me to even say that I'm at a loss for words should be the description itself. I should tell you that there's nowhere else I'd rather be. The constant wanderer has sat cross legged under a street light in this dark alley of a struggle. I should tell you that the street light is a metaphor...and I hope you can figure out the underlying tones. I should tell you that I gave an award to someone today. I should tell you that I mean every word that I say. I should tell you that I'm happy.

I should tell you all of that.



I wish that a window shone through my heart to play the part of a screen play. I'd be first in line at the ticket booth, front row center, and pack snacks for days as I'd daze in and out of reality while my reality...is...just that. Just that of perfection- slighted by physical perception to see that good things really do happen to good people in good time. I'm instructed by it from it while it ticks away the ticking time of day and I'm the first to say and the last to stay but this time I'm backwards. You were first and I followed leads that led me through broken trees into a breeze that I had prayed for since I discovered what attraction was all about. There's something about your voice. Something about the way you say Ashley or half that or just open up to start to speak when I can peek past that mask that I've finally gotten under to get under some skin and feel what it feels to feel. Past your voice to the hands with the touch second sense makes sense that tense is a word seldom used while around you and you...touch me...down my arm interlocking fingers and we interlock a gaze and raise everyone else's level of wishing on shooting stars but baby I've shot mars...past this galaxy of waisting time into something known as "what's yours is mine."






At night, I used to wish that the stars would whisper my prayers to the heavens because I was afraid my faith wouldn't stretch far enough. The stars must have screamed and shouted my words.

I should send a thank you card to those stars.

198. I almost forgot...

my password into blogger. hahaha. oh, me. i suppose that's what i get for not posting in almost a month. yikes.


Happiness is...
- red sweater and his antics.
- finding my wwjd bracelet again.
- my ninja turtle toy.
- my dino toys.
- making my dino toys fight.
- ipod.
- blue full throttles.
- new classes.
- peanut butter sandwiches.
- red blinking berry.
- a clean car.
- dark denim.
- black earrings.
- 70 degree weather in mid january.
- throwing for the first time in a year.
- jasmines.
- telling jking im getting dreds.
- planning on getting dreds.
- just kidding.
- wake up calls.
- my cave when there aren't clothes on the floor.
- getting a job.
- making money.
- life plans.
- new sweaters.
- songs with purpose.
- quotes from philosophy.
- reading a giant book.
- slippers.
- black socks.
- half cabs.
- having little care.
- good days for my hair.
- waking up like a bear.
- not having to swear.
- my big comfy chair.
- believing in the program d.a.r.e
- finding another person like me in the world...thats..rare.
- rhyming so good it gives you a scare.
- enough of that.
- popcorn.
- hot cheetos at anytime of the day or night.
- water.
- buddy wakefield.
- ronald takaki if he didn't write such a large book.
- green.
- brooklyn girls.
- pens that don't smear.
- american idol.
- my ukulele.
- wanting to be in a band.
- dreaming.
- kaitlynn still being home.
- missing people and then seeing them.
- cassaud forever and always.
- talking about my birthday.
- plans for the zoo.
- dinosaurs.
- slumdog millionaire.
- music from slumdog millionaire.
- believing in things again.
- parking stalls that don't make me walk 5 miles to class.
- sweats.
- braids.
- making random friends at school.
- clucks and fries.
- financial aid checks.
- boxing.
- money in the bank.
- shawty whatchu drank?
- applauding.
- big smiles.
- laughing until i cry.
- praying.
- wanting to skip everywhere i go.
- singing everything i say.
- talking in song lyrics.
- pie.
- banana cream pie.
- good news from doctors.
- brushing my teeth.
- mustard.
- wanting to play ps2.
- sunshineeee.




hello. so sorry for the lack in posts. kind of. see, my computer has been broken for a while and i haven't gotten a chance to get on. not to mention the pounds of homework that consume my life from here until eternity. oh well. i'm working on a little something that i will try and post by this weekend. until then...here's something i found useful for this week..and every week for that matter...










smile. =] peace and blessings ya'll.