080. No more rain.

Welllp...for now.

I think I lost a friend today. I'm not sure. They may just be hiding though. I hope they come around. Seems like they could have been a swell addition to my life.


I wrote this little whimsical thing yesterday. Who knows.

if i could write a million words to teach you
how my heart has curved back into proper formation
and is now singing in exultation...
i would write those million words.
if i could write a million words to teach you
how relaxed youve made me
and saved me
from the repetition of the line everybody's the same
and made me want to start a brand new game...
i would write those million words.
if i could write a million words to teach you
how your smile lights up a room,
makes my heart go zoom makes 20 flowers up and bloom...
i would write those million words.
you see...
i rest on cloud nine
you send shivers down my spine
attatched to my brain
making my heart go insane
but my body so sane with no shame...no blame...
just me.
just you.
just us....as two.
im willing to take part
to kneel down at the start
and race to the finish with my heart.
because when two hearts race...
both win.
and this is something felt from within.
so...if i could write a million words to express how i feel about you...
i would.
but as of now i only have 198 words to express how i feel
to hopefully appeal to your heart and mind
with mine on the paper.
one million words...someday.





you look like those songs that ive heard my whole life coming true.