021. Pickles are not for everyone.

But...I enjoy those things. I snatched one before I headed out this weekend. Darcie's fridge always seems to be full of those and I'm not sure if her dad appretiated that I took it buuut he did hand me five dollars for the bridge so hey...BFF.

This weekend was exactly what I needed. I think I will just list things that I learned. It's always the outcome that seems to grab people's attention anyway.

1. Bridge toll workers text instead of taking your toll fare. Hey...I would do it too so I aint even mad. Go on girl...toll worker..lady.

2. Kaitlynn gives the best hellos. Almost like...this is exactly where I need to be.

3. I make good youtube videos. Some are a little boring but I dont feel like I should be blamed for that. Homegirl cant alllways make you laugh okay? =]

4. Darcie told me that she'd introduce me as: This is Ashley. Shes an okay writer and rhyme sayer if you like that "I just cried from emotion this is amazing" type of thang. Oh...dont worry shes BFF.

5. Street bikes that arent even street legal are not called street bikes. And no one is rolling that "mini bike" through the living room...like...no one.

6. Someone who means a lot to me drives from belmont...to rohnert park...back to belmont...back to rohnert park...just to hang again..in the same day...within about 7 hours. Thats friendship.

7. I have good friends. No..great friends.

8. I have come to the realization that my iPod has been on my mind more than what I thought was on my mind. Good for me.

9. I can spell hallucinate backwards in 30 seconds with another obsticle in my way. Figure that out.

10. Cassie gives amazing advice. Theres points where my heart beats to the rhythm of what shes saying. Its that powerful.

11. "With You" is the anthem for the month...or year. I want to play that for someone.

12. I wanted someone to hit me that didnt end up doing it but...maybe they will soon.

13. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.


I know this blog wont make much sense...unless you were there. But maybe you've had a weekend such as mine. Where you've been with good people...who make you feel good things and give off good vibes. If that's happened, you can relate. I feel lucky to be part of something so great. I surround myself with true people. Slowly but surely I'm weeding out those that I find to be untrue and it definately makes me grow with each and every obsticle I've had to overcome. People will come and go, unlucky things shall occur, and I wont always be in this high mood of happiness and thoughtfulness. However, I will always have a core group of people who will show me that they enjoy who I am for who I am...and treat me with respect. I will have lucky moments that make me feel blessed for things that I have. I will be happy when all of those things happen. Out of the bad...come the good. It is all in what one makes of it. Looking and living in the present has much to do with it. With this reflection of the past I will live in today. Knowing that I should and very well could carry these feelings towards the future. It's a cycle that I am constantly trying to master.




It is a funny thing about life; if you refuse to accept anything but the best, you very often get it.

Yeaahhh sappyness is for trees but as you already know...I'm soo down with trees man so..let it be. =]

Keep on creating beautiful days.