"Gatsby believed in the green light, the orgastic future that year by year recedes before us. It eluded us then, but that’s no matter — tomorrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms farther... And one fine morning ——
So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past."
Yeah...books say neat things like that so go read one. I smile each time I read this. Then I delve into a new book and hope to find the same powerful messages hidden underneath the black type and off white pages. Go read.
So I'm tired. Not like irritable and grouchy and wack tired. No, no...like...couldnt get out of bed tired but I had to and now I cant take a nap because there are too many things to do today tired. I suppose that does make me a little wack. Anyway...reasons for being tired incluuuude...happiness. I suppose it was all worth it. =]
Is it wrong if I'm feeling a little different based on past experiences? I shouldnt let those sway me in a direction that I have never in my life even thought of swaying. For me, entertaining this idea is becoming more and more comfortable. And all the while I'm angry about it because I never really wanted it in the first place. You can kind of skip over this part. It mainly has to do with some conflicts between my brain, my heart, and my body. Youre not reallllly physically a part of those persayyy so I do apologize. This scares me. In a good way. Then in a bad way. Then in a comfortable kind of way.
Audrey just told me im "one of those cool girls". I asked her what that meant and she said ohh you know...those cool girls. Hmm...thats a good thing I'm sure because everyone in society strives to be cool. And I suppose if I have achieved it without really trying then that's an even bigger bonus. Kudos Ashley. One persons opinion or everyones opinion...it all doesnt matter much to me haha.
My dad sent me a text on the way home from school this morning. "ay im just chillin wanna grab lunch?" Hm..tiiiight dad. Tight.
lmao....i love him.
I'm out. Too much to do today and very little time. I need to pass this ocean test. I need to take a nap. I need to eat and go pick up those books for moms and apply to schools and get my sidekick checked. Ugh...that just sounded like my sidekick has a doctor or something...like I really wouuuld take it super serious. And then I think about it and its totally that serious. Wow. Who wants to buy a sidekick from me? If youre not really ready for a child...I wouldnt suggest hittin me up for it.
Just becaaaause:
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